❒ Single ❒ Taken ✔ Hinihintay na MAMISS nya ako.

You are crying and the person who actually made you cry asks “whats wrong?”

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I miss you. I miss us. I miss having you to talk to whenever I wanted. But I know I have to move on, because it’s pointless.

This is a letter i wrote for her.

So here goes,

I am left here feeling that I have spent time with and invested emotions in a girl that was never really there. So, I wish that you cared about how this makes me feel. I wish that you cared about me being gone. Maybe you do maybe you don’t. I will never know.

Everything I know about you. I wanted to know so much more. I never will. I couldn’t control my heart. You may think that it is impossible for me to feel this way. It is not. You held me when I needed it and just the way I needed it. When you looked at me I felt like the luckiest person in the world. It was enough for me just to be in a room with you, it didn’t matter where just as long as you were near. There was nowhere else I’d rather be. When I looked at you it filled my heart. The sound of your voice and soft gentle kisses drove me crazy. I enjoyed your laid back demeanor and the talks that we had about anything and nothing. 

You are sweet, caring,  sincere, honest, dependable, responsible, determined, serious, silly, funny, genuine, unique, confident, hard working, beautiful, sexy,  thoughtful, intelligent, self assertive, easygoing, forward thinking, concerned, stubborn, brave, persevering and so what ever! Your laugh was the music of my heart. You have the most wonderful voice. I just wanted to hear you. :’(

The moment I met you I was blown away. I was drawn to you so strongly. I had never been drawn to anyone like this before. I was immediately curious about you. (anong bang meron ka?) I felt that you were special right from the start. You are in my heart. I will remember you. I know that I will move on and that everything will be fine. I’ll eventually meet the right person. That is the way it works. I will always be thankful for the time that i’m with you. It meant something to me. Even though now you didn’t love me, it still means a lot for me that you chose to spend time with me. You let me into your home and into certain aspects of your life. You shared things with me, and even though it wasn’t for love, there was some reason that you did it. That is good enough for me.

I love you.

I tell you again, because I do. I feel it. I know it. I can say it now because there is nothing left to lose. And even though it doesn’t matter, I need you to believe it because I feel that love is the best gift that you can give to a person. I give it to you and I want nothing in return. It does not matter that it is over or that it wasn’t meant to be. I am just glad that it happened. Almost a year together is better than never having known you at all.

In the end I ask that you not look down on me for mistakes that I have made. I think you know the person I really am. I hope that you will choose to remember me and the time we shared. Goodbye, but not forever.

WHAT IS MOVE ON?

Yun ba yung dapat hindi mo na siya iniisip pero natatagpuan mo nalang sarili mong iniisip padin yung Sweet memories nyo?

Yun ba yung kapag nag-kakasalubong kayo, kunware wala kang pakeelam, pero deep inside MAMATAY-MATAY ka na kase gusto mo siyang kausapin?

Yun ba yung INIIYAKAN mo pa din siya kahit hindi dapat?

Yun ba yung bitter na bitter ka sakanya?
 

Yun ba yung kapag kinakausap ka ng mga kaibigan mo about her, Kunwareng sinasabi mong, “PAKEELAM KO DUN?” pero sa totoo lang, MAY PAKEELAM KA TALAGA?

Yun ba yung matutulog ka nalang naiisip mo padin siya?

Yun ba yung MAHAL MO PADIN SIYA?.

GAHD!

ORAYT! I FALL. I FALL OVER AND OVER again :|